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May 24, 2013

cabbitowl

First off, if you are reading this. I would like to thank you, cause you are probably one of the few that's been sending me emails or dropping me a question on ask.fm/formspring asking when would I return back to blogging.

After close to one and a half year (or longer) of not blogging, I have finally decided to return back and start again from scratch. I probably lost a bunch of readers but still, if there are people constantly asking when would I start again.. I believe there're still people reading.

Thus I decided to ask my friend Mel, to help me out with everything. The entire blog layout was edited by her (no she wasn't lazy to make it not look fancy, I wanted it simple and clean myself) and I am so thankful to have someone who knows how to function this new blogger platform cause I litereally spent an hour or more trying to figure out how it works but failed so badly.

Okay the next thing that I am going to talk about is something you guys been asking me alot so I shall enlighten you all curious human about it - where/why am I not schooling currently.

Basically, I suffer from insomnia since the mid of secondary three. 

Which eventually lead to sleepless nights and thus my tendency to skip school increases reason being that I fall asleep during the day or me not understanding anything in classes which discouragedd me, a lot.

So my foundation is really really bad and I literally knew close to nothing about my subjects.

Things got better and I attended school more often but then I couldn't catch up despite hours of staying back. The only reason why I was motivated to get back to school was cause of my art and some really, really true friends.

And so, O levels arrived and yes I flunked really badly. I had only L1R3. I couldn't get into any poly, just ITE nitec - nope, not even higher nitec.

I wasn't discouraged though, I went for interviews but once the interviewers knew about my insomnia.. They gave a second thought, despite the whole interviewing going well..

So yeah.. I'm basically school-less now. I'm thinking of retaking my Os but I'm only able to do so next year. I know nothing about my subjects though, so I really don't know how I'm going to cope and handle this.

As for now, I'm pretty carefree and I try living my days to the fullest. Visiting places i've not been too and taking photos. I'm also a part time mascot. I just hope the army letter doesn't come anytime soon 

Yes, that's about it.

I would try my best to keep the blog updated as regularly as possible. I am actually blogging via my phone right now because apparrently my laptop is down and momsies' one is just way too old to have such programs working at a reasonable speed.

At times I wonder what drives me to blog again despite all these barrels. I wish dad would allow me to get a macbook (or even any laptop will do) so I would be able to edit my pictures and blog more. 

Stay tuned though, more pictures and stuff are on your way. 

Meantime, stay beautiful x